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The journey looks different on all of us. Daily I see people who have been broken by the journey. Their bodies are racked with pain, they have lost all hope and they just don't know any other way to live-they have succumb to living the life they feel they have been given.

Some days I consider what I, according to my circumstances, could look like. I envision so many different things that could have been and maybe I have such a plethora of thoughts because I see so much brokenness in a day, but whatever the reason all these images pass through my mind, as quickly as they pass the image of who I truly am comes to light!

Over the last month my world has been turned upside down in ways at times has been unbearable. Outside of what is seen it is not the obvious that broke my heart through this part of my journey - See when you give your heart, your time, talent and treasure to a people, a cause and to a purpose and repeatedly you are seen as less than who you are, it hurts in ways you cannot imagine. Being labeled a "betrayer" crushed me!

I have, for as long as I can remember, chosen to see the good (the God) in people and give all God has given me to help them see what is in them, but I can't see clearly anymore and my heart is shattered. I cry every day, I wish it had been different, but now that my journey is coming to an end I walk out of this time trusting God-This time has brought me closer to my Beloved! I fear Him and I obey Him despite what everything around me looks like. God placed me where He called me and despite the state of my heart today- I choose HIM! He is my choice forever!

Going forward I will Guard my Heart! his is the scripture God has given me to stand on through this part of my journey.

Jeremiah 1:8-10 (NKJV)

Do not be afraid of their faces,For I am with you to deliver you,” says the Lord. Then the Lord put forth His hand and touched my mouth, and the Lord said to me: “Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. See, I have this day set you over the nations and over the kingdoms, To root out and to pull down, To destroy and to throw down, To build and to plant.”

I continue this leg of my journey knowing God will not be mocked and whatsoever one sows they shall reap so I will quiet my mouth, my thoughts and my heart and continue to press on. My heart is in God's hands. This is the day He has made and I choose to rejoice! I have been called and set apart for the Kings use-Lord I bow!